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No mood
Cramp is killing me.
Projects are killing me.
Everything is killing me.
My mood is controlling me.
I need to learn to control my mood.
Break is seriously needed!
Went for my sis's grad last fri.
Simple, but nice.The feeling is great becoz i know this is her dream and she have achieve it.
The journey is tough, i can see that.
But when she make it through, i feel like crying for her, becoz is like "Finally!"
I like e feeling of going thru something real tough but seeing the end result which is what u want.
However, i have lost this kind of feeling since Sec sch.
During sec sch, i have NPCC as a goal.
Many kinds of event to participate,
one most memorable event is campcraft com.
We spend freaking duno how mani wks to train under e hot scorching sun to pitch a tent.
Blister is what we get in e end for every training.
New blister growing on recovering blister cannot be prevented.
We didnt get into top 10,
but it is not important.
Coz i have gain friendship and endurance.
We have made it through, dat's enough..
Now.
What can i see as a goal?
Projects? Results? or wat?
Simply no goal now.
Sch in sch out! Dat's for me.
I dun feel like using the word "emo",
but i guess dat's wat i m feeling rite now!
Terrible,
must be my cramp!
My cramp affect my mood.
My mood is controlling me.
It is making me feeling EMO!

Signing off.
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