Something seriously wrong with me lately.
i hate the feeling.
Like wat i have mention in the previous entry,
my mood is very bad recently.
Due to sch stress?
Due to uncountable project?
i have simply no idea.
i thot is all becoz of my monthly thing,
but it doesnt seems to be e case.
No venting of anger in sch,
coz no one will take my shit.
i might end up becoming a loner in sch,
who noes.
Only place and safe place to vent anger is at home.
it seems dat it is always e place where everyone will jus pour out everything.
Yes, this is wat i m doing,
trying my veri best not to do it everyday.
still trying to control the situation.
I get pissed off with every little single thing.
I will get veri frustrated easily.
I become veri short tempered.
I will jus raise my voice or my tone at em.
It seems dat mummy cannot take my nonsense animore.
Not entirely my fault,
but i dun blame em.
I only blame myself.
Everything is my fault.
If u gt anything u r unhappy with, jus blame it on me.
That's wat my existence is for.
Happy?