Saturday Morning

Day alone at office today.
Jasmine abandoned me again.
Bad girl.

This week is a week full of ups and downs.
2 simple days can make me feel like giving up something.
I just feel like cursing and swearing for those days.
But then again, those days were over.
I am glad to have some ppl in my life to cheer me on,
asking me not to give up,
telling me their own experience and bla bla.

I guess i am someone who of emotions,
sibei mood swing...
I dun realli tok to ppl abt my prob,
becoz i dun see e point of me pouring out all my whiny complaints to them when firstly, they will jus console u w/o evaluating e prob, so when they tell me e prob i will jus shut em off,
secondly, i am afraid i will jus burst to bucket of tears when telling em what happen.

I am glad i have her in life.
She's always there for me.
Giving me advise,
giving me e chance to scream out loud, even to her.

Thanks Siying,
is my fortunate to know u in life. =)))

*SHALL END E CHAPTER FOR THIS F. WEEK!
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I'll by flying off on the 24th Sep to Sawatikap kap kap!!!
Going with Jasmine!
Only 2 of us.
We were so excited when we tok abt it,
but when we are going to book the air tix, we felt so uneasy.
HAHA. Girls!

I am realli looking forward to the trip.
A trip that can teach us to be independent =))
A trip to let our hair down and go for million times of massage,
do medi and pedi, change nails color every single day.
Bring back another 2 more luggage with lots of clothes, bags and shoes inside.
Maybe i can smuggle a thai bf back here too, so that he can cook for me tom yum noodle.

2 more HHHRRRSSS to end of work!

Hello Readers!

Ang neo ha seh yo!

Yes, today will be my third korean lesson. Is getting more and more interesting when you can learn more words which you can use in ur everyday life. For eg, baboh, meaning idiot. LOL

Twitter is getting more and more common. Introduce by jasmine, thus explaining this dead blog.
What makes me come back again is becoz suddenly i feel so emotional and wanna pen down my thoughts.
Twitter is for summary and i totally cannot summarized my thoughts is less than maybe 20 words.

Ok, back to topic.

I feel dat i am veri fortunate as compared to some of my friends, in terms of many things.
However, human beings are all one kind, nv satisfied with what they have.
What they do is to complain, complain and complain.

I am trying my very best in everything i do,
realli am trying hard. But when things get so stagnant and there's nthing for u to strive hard, is just like brain dead, routine cycle.
Daddy always tell me dat whatever u do, try to gain more experience. It will be beneficial for u in ur future. You might not see it now, but definitely in the near future.
I always feel very guilty when he told me dat, becoz i duno what i have gained.
Maybe there's some changes, some experience gained, but i guessed is so unknowingly.

I am trying to learn more things when life for me now is quite flexible.
No sch stress and wat's not.
I took up korean lesson, i go gym at least once a week, i took up cross training aerobics.
I want to expose myself to more things.
Am also very proud of myself to see a 4 digit amount in my bank account. yea, maybe is nthing, but then is a achievement for me.

Feeling is kind of strange, i just hope time will pass quickly to next year and da-tah, a brand new life for me.

That's hw i feel.

Who in the world will understand? Maybe 1, or maybe 2, or maybe majority of e population are experiencing wat i am facing now. But then, there's no one who can gif u a helping hand becoz, is ur life. u are e one who has e full control of ur life. So just plan ur life well till e day u die.

There's always one saying, dun live ur life with regrets.
But i am always regretting with the decision i have made.
That's me and i hate it.
Like wat i have said, nv satisfied.

Ok, move on! I believe that i can do better!

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