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Fishy Fishy
I dun believe that i cant even keep small fishy alive.
So i ask Beng to get 2 more small little fishy for me aft her sch.
So ta-dah, presenting to u, my 2 fishy, and Beng's extra fish:
sick and tired
Fragile life
My new bought fishy died
=/
Life is always unfair.
I cannot help but think dat life is realli unfair.
Sometimes, you will not get the recognition jus by the amount of hard work u have put in.
Many a times, you have to depend on other factors, like for example, your luck, your public relation skill and etc.
Worst still, if someone ard u use underhand to get wat he/she realli wants, then u jus have to step back, unless you belong to the same category.
I, belong to the category where luck is always not by my side.
Last time is like dat, it is still the same for now.
Seriously, i do not noe what i have exactly done to have such kind of fate.
Maybe i m consider "lucky" enough as compared to those who doesnt even have 3 full meals a day, but all i wanted was jus a lit bit more of this and that which i think will nv happen.
I tried not to think of the negative side, but there's no way i can psycho myself when things keep happening ard me.
What i can hope for now is just a smooth journey.
Is this too much to ask for?
Enough
I have had enough of all these shit!
Lose
I've lose, like totally!
Mann~ am i really that bad?
I am so nt used to the current situation!
Aniway,
attachment is fine.
Getting on hands of what is required.
Now we are targeting at Hospital.
So we went the other day,
was trying to locate the facilitiy management office @ B1,
but we cant find any.
Then we saw the signage with "MORTUARY",
..... Decided to ask ard for location~
Result is out last week.
Everyone did pretty well,
so we will be calling for a gathering cum celebration cum gossiping cum bitching.
Shopping later,
E log book tml.
I m so stuck with my e log book.
How am i going to write when m task accomplish is the same for everyday?
=/
Farewell
& so, yesterdae marks the end of grandpa's wake.
Everyone seems to be taking it well till the band started playing all the father's related songs.
Tears started rolling down uncontrollably.
It's jus a wk since i last seen grandpa.
When i called him, he raised up his hand and showed me a "good" sign.
Although he was bed ridden, he was still able to consume food and all.
Woken up on sunday 5am plus by mum saying "Your ah gong passed away"
Is jus so sudden!
No one expected it.
Unable to slp after e news. So help mum with the clothes while she join the rest of my aunt with the wake.
In the afternoon, we all went down to help out with the wake.
The wake lasted for 5 days,
took 2 days off from work and work resume today.
*Grandpa, maybe we may not know the pain u were facing,but now we noe dat u r free from all the pain and illness. May you rest in peace, we all are doing good. You dun have to worry abt us. You will always be in our heart. =)
Farewell
Goodbye forever Grandpa.
May you rest in peace.
UPDATES!
Home alone,
i m totally fine with that.
Dad is out working, mum went to look aft grandpa, both sis went out for lunch.
I jus wanna take a little break from the long weekdays.
Now i have to complete 2 days e- log book coz i m too tired to do it for thurs and fri.
Oh yes, back to my first week of attachment.
Is fun la, but i cannot deny is tiring.
I mention b4 that i dun like 9-5 work, so this is realli something good for me. Hehe!
Some hicupps btwn bestie and i.
When both are not in a good mood, a small sparks will trigger a big fire.
So it happen to us, suprisingly.
Well, everything is fine now.
Thinking back, i think is quite funny la.
Maybe we are realli too close, so i wont hide my feeling that i m feeling pissed.
You can say that i take things for granted, but i can't change to a better. So i m sorry for this part.
Well, i will TRY to have more patient with you, provided u dun do things to piss me off la.
HAHA!
*Stop your boosting! Disgusted
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